Saki Yoshida
[Yuito's POV]
There were myraids of emotions going through my head as I continued reading the book 'A life with the Author the very next day.
Yeah, I know I said I need time to process but a good night's sleep was more than enough. I couldn't take it anymore.
I know it's probably intrusive and I shouldn't do it, but I couldn't help myself. You can't blame me, you would do the same if you were in my position.
So I did it.
I read on.
Maybe I shouldn't have because now I am feeling weird and emotions I have buried deep down and left behind got reawakened by the raw words of every chapter.
To be honest, I was going to sorry for Tsukimi but in the end, I just skipped the whole arc and began reading from chapter 15.
Those feelings and moments are things I'd rather leave in the past so, I did just that.
Reading from chapter 15 onwards, I learned many new things about my life, things I would otherwise overlooked and wouldn't have known became clear to me.
Reading the story from the perspective of my mother, Marin, and Komi was also a great and beneficial experience.
All I can say is that all of my girls were really cute. Especially Sumire.
I felt giddy whenever I read their line of thoughts related to me and far from what I feared, there was nothing negative or bad in their thoughts.
And unlike what I expected, even their perspective was in 3rd person so that helped.
In the end, I easily breezed through all of the 36 chapters that was out on the book and it ended around the time when I first met Komi.
And the first thing I did after reading that was get out of my room and into the living room where I found Marin and Sumire.
I had all the intention of spoiling the shit out of them.
Then I took them out for the night, dining at a famous restaurant and buying them whatever they wanted.
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[3rd POV]
The fact that Yuito could now read about his life was a great blessing for him as it would make sure that there were no misunderstandings between any of him or the girls.
The hard part of maintaining a harem and being in a relationship was the fact that people sometimes could not communicate properly and tended to forget some things.
But now, with the ability to read his own story, that problem was solved. He had a deeper understanding of what feelings the girls had for him and even went to know of things that they would otherwise never tell him.
Like the fact that Sumire was actually more crazy about him than he initially thought and was a mommy Yandere.
Or the fact that Marin had already fallen for him even before the whole incident where he saved her. He felt stupid and laughed at his old self when he couldn't realize that and actually even made a whole operation about it.
And also, he finally had a picture of the story behind Kurumi and how he found himself in such a situation.
Anyway you look at it, it was a blessing for him.
If he still messed up after all of the advantages he has, that's all on him.
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In another part of Japan, quite far away from the place where Yuito and his girls were having a lovey-dovey night, a young middle school girl with ugly twin-tail braids and glasses was having a bad night.
This was mostly because of the fact that even at the end of her middle school, she had absolutely zero friends.
"....So stupid." She muttered to herself as she scrolled down the class group chat which she was a part of due to formalities. She never talked.
In the group chat, her classmates were chatting happily, talking about the outings they all had together that day while also reminiscing about the year.
Naturally, she wasn't invited.
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[Poopfarder : Today was sooo fun!! Let's do it again when we have chance!!??]
[Katarinabluu : Yeah, this is our last year of middle school, lets make the best of it guys!!?]
[Bach : Please, let's not mention that ever again, I don't wanna be away from you guys.?]
[Ugay123 : Me 2. I will never forget about us and all the time together.]
[Artin : Me 3!! But I think you still gay?!!]
[Lenzi.jPEG : I wish time would stop here so we never have to say goodbye?]
[PelerinliKeltos : We have made so many memories you guys, even if we do split apart, this class will always be in my heart.]
[BludKratz : Let's all just hope we don't peak in middle schoo??l]
[Jekyll_et_Hyde : Send the photo of karaoke from today guys!!! Enough of this depressing talk!]
[Bharthuke : I got UUUU!! *Insert multiple photos*]
[Random_weeb69 : Looking goofyass?]
[V_ADAPT : You always look goofy ass]
[Great_maid_Oni : Says the goofiest looking dude?]
[MagoBruja : I come from the great wizard!!??]
[JoshNeedsAComfort : Random ahh dude strikes again]
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"So stupid. Don't they know the friends you have in school, you will lose touch with as you grow? Such a waste of time." The girl said even though tears were falling from her eyes.
She looked at the pictures her classmates shared and imagined herself being a part of them. She wondered what it would feel like.
In the silence of her room, she even edited herself in one of the photos. She cringed and felt embarrassed afterwards so she quickly deleted it.
"Ah, what a joke." she chuckled darkly at herself.
At her ugly pathetic self.
She opened her camera and looked at the reflection of her face as she put it on selfie mode.
She was beautiful.
Even with the dark circles in her eyes, her thick ugly glasses, her unkempt hair, and her virgin face which has not known any makeup or even the plucking of eyebrows, her beauty could not be hidden.
Yet she didn't know she was beautiful.
No one has ever told her so.
On the other hand, many have called her ugly. So she believed them, she believed she was ugly.
She let out a sigh and canceled her camera.
"It's fine." She told herself while grabbing the skin in her chest which was right above her heart.
"It will be over next year, in high school. That would be a new start."
Saki Yoshida hoped, unaware of the cruelty her supposed 'new start' would bring.
It might seem like an average introverted schoolgirl's sad situation, but hers was much worse than others.
Not because of now but because of what was to come.
A tragedy awaits the young girl.
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Unless of course, a certain purple-haired incubus decides to intervene.
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Author : Yeah, I might be a little emotional on my last poll since I just finished reading that fucked up hentai.
But I am fine now and my head is a lot clearer. But since untouched Saki is decided, I will have to make huge adjustment to the story.
So give me a few days.
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