3.83: ❤️Allexus

After being nearly bored to death floating in an endless nothingness, my vision slowly came into focus and I found myself standing in what could only be described as a sex dungeon. Apart from the other occupant in the room, I saw every manner of sex toy, bondage gear, and various pieces of furniture that I could only guess at their use. Turning my attention to the tall woman who was looking around the room in curious amusement, I was surprised to see my Avatar of Corruption form wearing the absolute skimpiest lingerie I had ever seen. The turquoise lacy panties she wore were completely crotchless and were little more than small strips of fabric designed to accentuate her body instead of actually cover anything. The bra, if it could be called that, was made of a mostly see-through mesh-like material that hugged the curves of her large breasts tightly. As I looked from her down to what I was wearing, I saw that I was dressed in almost the same way as she was, except the sexy lingerie on my body was blood red instead. I also noticed that I was no longer in my demonic form at all, and my pale human skin only served to highlight the bright red material that was hanging on what small curves I did have. As I caught Allexus’s eye, I saw that she was openly staring at my body with a look of desire.

“I will certainly say this for Ikelos… that man has good taste in undergarments. You look amazing in that.”

I pushed the compliment aside as I strode across the room angrily. Despite being over a foot taller than me, I still did my best to look intimidating as I stuck my finger in Allexus’s face.

“You absolute fucking bitch! You have a lot to answer for! Don’t think for one second I’m going to just let you pretend like we’re not in here for a goddamn reason!”

I could see the fire in her eyes as she sneered down at me and pushed against my shoulders in an effort to shove me backwards. When the motion did little more than cause me to sway backwards slightly, both of us looked temporarily confused. She extended her claws and with lightning speed raked them across my arm. I could feel the sharpness of them as they struck my skin, but there was no pain and I didn’t have so much as a scratch on me. She nodded in understanding and glared down at me.

“Smart… they made it so you and I can’t harm each other.”

I scoffed and rolled my eyes.

“Of course they did… How fair of a fight would that be, Allexus? I’m in my human form, I clearly don’t have your demonic abilities. They put us here so we can talk this out… not pound the shit out of each other.”

She gave me a naughty grin and started to say something when I held up my hand to cut her off.

“Yeah, I realized how that sounded as soon as the words were out of my mouth. But my point remains… we need to talk this shit out and reach some sort of consensus.”

Allexus glared at me and rolled her eyes as she took a step backwards.

“And how the fuck are we supposed to do that, Allie? You are so convinced that you are right about everything and that I’m the bad guy in this situation. And yes! I will admit I fucked up! OK? I should never have treated your friends the way I did and… what I said to Nialla. But I–”

My rage nearly boiled over at that point at the reminder of how she hurt Noelle, and in that moment I was grateful that I wasn’t able to hurt her physically, because I would have beaten the everloving shit out of her, human frailty be damned. I was seconds away from unleashing my pent up fury with an endless stream of angry shouting when I saw the look of immense pain on my demonic alter ego’s face. I felt myself immediately deflate and I merely glared at her wordlessly.

“I know I fucked up bad, Allie. In all the times I’ve taken over before, I never once did something to harm anyone you truly loved. And I know that my words hurt Noelle far more than what my weapons could have ever done. I–”

“Wait… when have you– Oh!”

I thought for a moment and came to the startling realization of exactly what was happening in those moments where I totally lost control and went into what I thought was a complete blind rage. While the circumstances of those events were far different than what Ikelos’s nightmare ability caused, the end results were markedly similar. The more I considered it, the more it made sense that Allexus was the one who had taken over my body.

“Lemme guess… you’re just now figuring out that all those times you ‘saw red’ it was me taking control.”

I nodded and looked up at her with a newfound respect. She was right… In every instance save for recent events, Allexus had always gone out of her way to either protect or avenge someone I cared deeply about. As angry as I was about what she had said and done, I had to admit that for the most part, when shit really hit the fan, Allexus was the one who pulled us through the worst of it. I let out a long drawn out sigh as I leaned back against what appeared to be a cushioned sawhorse that was bolted to the floor.

“There really is no point in me taking my anger at what happened out on you, is there? It’s obvious you already feel guilty about it, so the only purpose me yelling at you serves is to make you feel even worse about everything. Let me just ask you this… Why did you act that way? I’m not trying to reprimand you for it at this point, I’m honestly curious.”

It was Allexus’s turn to sigh loudly and she turned away from me and walked towards a nearby wall that had sex toys sitting on shelves that ran the full length of the wall and went from floor to ceiling. She grabbed a long floppy green dildo and started swinging it around absentmindedly, her eyes fixed on it as the squishy object in her hands wiggled like a worm. After a moment, she tossed it aside and turned to look at me.

“I’m jealous of you, Allie. Everyone in your clan loves you. Meanwhile, the only time they see me is when I’m going on an angry rampage and blowing up everything in sight. When I had a moment where it was fully me in control without you hovering somewhere in the back of my mind doing everything you can to hold me back, I was finally able to let out all of that pent up frustration. Admittedly, I did so in the worst way possible, but it still accomplished what I had set out to do, regardless of the outcome.”

“I guess the thing I don’t understand is how exactly you are a different person than me. Like… I always just thought of you as my darker impulses or the game translating what demons feel in a way that my brain understood.”

“You can blame Mellic for that one. What he did shattered your psyche. He forced you to pretend like all the shit he did to you was trivial and that you were into it because of the way your body responded. You had to push down all of what made you a truly ferocious demon and be the good little bitch for him. So… through a combination of the game’s incepted emotions on how a demon should act and think, the N-Vision’s safety features doing its best to protect you from any harmful negative effects on your mind,  all the pent up rage, frustration, and hate you felt, and your mind dissociating while Mellic did what he did to you, I was created. By making me, you allowed your mind to safeguard itself the best way it knew how from the trauma you endured and let me deal with everything. From that point forward, when things were at their worst, I was the one who would get us through it.”

I stared in complete shock at what she had just said as I processed everything. While I knew the system had safety features in place that would supposedly protect someone’s mind from potentially traumatic experiences, I had no idea that Allexus was still forced to bear the brunt of everything we had lived through. Without even thinking, I stepped forward and wrapped my arms around the taller demon woman. She stiffened from the contact and looked down at me with confusion.

“What the fuck are you doing? Are… are you crying? Why the fuck are you crying? What did I do this time?”

I shook my head as the tears rolled down my cheeks. I had to clear my throat a few times before I was finally able to speak, and my voice came out slightly raspy.

“You s-s-suffered so much to keep me s-safe, Allexus. I… I don’t know how I can ever rep-p-pay you for that.”

Allexus snorted derisively and shook her head.

“I’m a demon, Allie. I’m built to endure that shit and keep on going. I don’t process grief and trauma the same way you do.”

“While it may have affected you differently, that doesn’t mean it didn’t affect you at all. Just look at the way you view anything that could be construed as a weakness. You think that those things make someone inferior to you, and you treat everyone beneath you like shit. You were forced to be strong for both of us, Allexus, so of course anything that makes you seem weaker is unacceptable.”

She seemed to consider my words for a moment before slowly nodding her head.

“Alright, I can see that. But that still doesn’t explain why you are all weep-y all of a sudden.”

“Because I am empathizing with what you had to endure, Allexus. As Noelle said, you are a reflection of me. The connection we share means I actually give a shit about you. Hearing what you had to go through on my behalf breaks my heart. The fact that you had to live through something that would have utterly broken me, and seeing you as strong and fierce as you are, I am truly in awe of you.”

“Pfft. I… That’s… But… Ugh… Thanks. I guess. I… uhh… dammit, now you got my brain all twisted up! You’re supposed to be mad at me… not clinging tightly onto me and admiring me.”

Hearing her words and the suggestive way she had said the last part made me realize just how close I was to her in that moment, and how utterly gorgeous she was. While she may have been a twisted form of my own features, that didn’t stop her from being any less voluptuous or muscular in all the right ways. I felt my heart rate increase suddenly and my skin began to warm as I thought about how close we were pressed together. I did my best to return my thoughts to the topic at hand, but Allexus seemed to notice the sudden shift in my behavior, and her faint smirk turned into a full fanged grin.

“Someone’s a little excited all of a sudden. What’s got you so worked up… princess?”

Oh fucking hell!

A shiver of excitement raced down my spine, and I felt the wetness starting to form between my thighs. I did my best to push away from the taller woman, but she held me firmly in her grasp. My head spun as I considered the implications of what was likely about to happen and I looked up at Allexus with equal parts arousal and confusion.

“We… can’t do this. Can we? I mean… we’re basically the same person… right? That’s just… weird… isn’t it?”

Allexus laughed softly and spoke in a husky tone.

“You don’t sound too sure about that. I mean… at worst it's an odd form of masturbation, but… since we are pretty distinct from one another, I think it would be more like… the demonic version of you reminding you just how much of a subby slut you are while she bends you over that sawhorse and fucks your mind into oblivion.”

I let out a noise that was somewhere between a strangled moan and a gasp. Allexus reached down and ran her fingers through my hair, before grabbing the ends in a tight grip and pulling my head backwards so that my face was looking up at hers. Her mouth sought mine hungrily and I let out a small whimper as Allexus reached down with her other hand and took hold of my ass. She released her grip on my hair, and I felt her claws running down the length of my back before she grabbed the other side of my ass firmly. With a single effortless motion, she lifted me up and held me tightly against her chest while we continued to explore each other’s mouth. I wrapped my legs around her waist tightly and shifted my arms so that I was hanging onto her muscular neck. As she pulled her head away slightly, I looked into her eyes that matched mine in every way except color, and let myself relax completely in her embrace.

“While it’s not exactly getting fucked silly from behind… I really like this position… don’t you?”

As she spoke the last word, I felt the head of her cock push apart my lower lips and tease my entrance. Before I had the chance to reply, however, she released me the smallest bit and let the entirety of her length slide into me all at once. I gasped loudly as white-hot pleasure overloaded my senses, and felt the tension in my core begin to roil like a brewing storm. Instead of giving me the chance to recover or adjust, Allexus grabbed my ass tightly and began to plunge in and out of me with steady, deliberate strokes that flooded my brain with euphoric sensations. My walls clamped down tightly around every delicious inch of her cock as she continued to plow into me like a jackhammer. I felt the pleasure intensify as Allexus began to kiss and suck at my neck. When she reached the spot just below my ear, she spoke in a breathy whisper.

“Cum for me, princess.”

With that, she pressed her lips to my skin and bit down slightly, the points of her fangs causing just enough pain to send jolts of pleasure straight to my clit without it being too much to take away from the pleasure of everything. This simple act was all it took to send me soaring over the edge. My pelvic muscles gripped her length like a vice before my brain went into overload. The turbulent hurricane of tension exploded out of me as I climaxed, and I shouted loudly in total bliss. As I began to come back down, Allexus slowed the pace of her strokes and held me tightly against her chest, just letting me bask in the post-orgasm afterglow. It took my lust-addled mind a moment to realize that Allexus was walking slowly forwards, and I let out a gasp of surprise when she lifted me off her still diamond-hard shaft and tossed me backwards. The momentary weightlessness caused my heart to jump into my throat before I landed against something soft and plush. I looked down to see I was now on a huge bed that I could have sworn wasn’t there before. I had just enough time to process this turn of events before Allexus appeared on the bed in front of me and began moving towards me hungrily.

I eagerly leaned back and relaxed against the super soft mattress, spreading my legs widely to show this sexy demon woman just how ready I was for her. She grinned widely at me as she moved, and she reached down with both of her arms and gently grabbed my legs. She lifted them up, placing them on her shoulders, and then slowly, she started to press her weight down on top of me. While I wasn’t normally flexible enough for this position, in this dream dimension Allexus was able to bend my body enough so that my knees were almost even with my shoulders. Her weight pressed down onto me, driving me completely into the mattress. My eyes rolled back into my head as she speared into me once more, and let out a low moan as she reached down and grabbed both of my hands. Her fingers interlaced with mine and she pushed down with a bit of strength, completely pinning me in place. I was utterly helpless and completely at her mercy in this position, and my inner subby slut was loving every goddamn second of it.

As Allexus started to saw in and out of me with slow, sensual strokes, I felt a new kind of tension build within me. Being thoroughly dominated by this powerful sexy woman was causing my brain to melt into a pink haze of lust and desire. My entire body began to quiver and tingle with excitement as I started to lose myself to the sensation of overwhelming pleasure. In that moment, my sole reason for existence was to be the vessel for this gorgeous demon goddess’s perfect, amazing cock and the euphoric ecstasy it was giving me. The last semi-coherant thought that ran through my lust-drunk mind was that I was, in no uncertain terms, fucking myself into total oblivion.

Due to the nature of the dream realm we were both in, instead of completely losing consciousness, I experienced a sensation that was akin to an out of body experience. At the peak of Allexus folding me on myself to pound the everloving shit out of me, I was able to see myself in my vulnerable position of complete and total submission. It was odd watching someone who most definitely looked like me use my human body like a fucking cock sleeve. I could see my eyes half-lidded and completely unfocused as pleasure coursed through me like a nuclear explosion. The strangest thing that I saw when I watched the fierce demon woman was the expression on her face. While the pleasure she was feeling from everything was obvious on her features, it was the look of adoration that caught me off guard. She was looking down at me like she was seeing her true love for the first time.

My mind reeled with the possibilities of what that could mean. Was my demonic half really so narcissistic that she was utterly in love with what was a reflection of her? No, that didn’t feel right. While Allexus obviously thought highly of herself, as most demons did, this seemed more like she was seeing the real me for the first time. The fact that she was rearranging my guts with every stroke of her magical demon cock while doing so wasn’t lost on me, however. All at once, I felt something snap within my consciousness and I found myself looking up at her as she slowed her pace and then came to a stop. Her weight was still pressed down on me and she held me tightly. Without pulling out of me, she lifted her body slightly and allowed my lower half to ease back onto the bed. I wrapped my legs around her waist as she leaned forward and kissed me with all the passion she had. I returned the embrace as best as I was able, my mind still reeling from the extreme sensory overload. After a few moments, she pulled away so that her lips were inches away from mine and spoke.

“You’re fucking perfect, Allie. I don’t mean the sex. Don’t get me wrong, that was… eye-opening and mind-shattering… I mean the way you just… draw everyone in towards you so effortlessly.”

Allexus readjusted herself so that she was laying on top of me in a very close, very intimate way. The way she stared down at me with such reverence in her eyes made my cheeks flush somehow even redder than they already were.

“I’m… I’m not perfect. I’m not doing anything intentionally, Allexus. I just… be myself, but do so in a way to be as loving to those around me as I can. People are inherently good and want what’s best for those around them.”

“But… but I’m not a person, Allie! How can you look at me the way you do and make me feel… like this?”

I studied her closely as she ran her hand up the length of my face, stroking my cheek gently. I leaned into her, enjoying the feeling of her fingers against my skin. She smiled at me warmly and let out a long sigh through her nose.

“You’re something else, Allie. You think with your heart and love more deeply than you can express. You see the best in people, and you always seem to find the silver lining in every bad situation. You speak without thinking, you leap before looking, and you dive in headfirst to everything you do, consequences be damned. You are decidedly undemonic… so totally and utterly human… and everything that my instincts are telling me I should not be. But when I look through your memories of the ones you love with everything you have, I find myself wanting to be less like me, and more like you. Does… that make any sense?”

I laughed and grinned at her, but quickly reached up to stroke her cheek with my hand as her eyes narrowed in confusion.

“I wasn’t laughing at you, Allexus. I was laughing because I was thinking almost the same thing about you. I was noticing how strong you are no matter what situation you are in. I was thinking about how fierce you get when you are protecting someone you love or taking vengeance on someone who wronged those you care about. I see the way you rush into danger so others don’t have to, the way you give everything you have to accomplish whatever you set your mind to, and the ruthless efficiency with which you do it all. You love yourself and know your own limitations, but never choose to let that hold you back. You are the perfect demon, Allexus. And I know I can’t get through everything that’s going to come at me in this game in the future without you.”

Seconds turned into minutes as she stared at me in silence, studying my face like it was the single most interesting thing in existence. Finally, she cocked her eyebrow at me and gave me an inquisitive look.

“So… where do we go from here?”

I smirked at her and squeezed my pelvic muscles around her half-erect length that was still inside of me. She let out a groan of pleasure and then grinned at me widely.

“I like your way of thinking.”