Ch 59 – 22 May, Eriri & Utaha 01

Eriri perspective

Eriri smiled calmly after she whispered to Kouta. She looked at him, who nodded and slowly rubbed her ass.

"Yeah, I will do that later…" Kouta replied while gently playing with her ass and even stroked her clit covered by her panties. "Hm… isn't this a bit wet down here...."

"Un… So please don't touch it…" Eriri said those words, but she never tried to hinder his hand. She may enjoy it.

After those accidents in elementary school, Eriri did nothing, but focus on her drawing in stony silence. As if she wanted to forget something or to overcome something. While she tries her best to not antagonize anyone, it could be said she doesn't really have friends.

After that, Eriri became familiar with Erotic stuff from such a young age, and she actually covered many genres, that she even handled gang rape scenes without compromise. But she never expected she would experience something familiar with her own imagination.

Not only that, what Kouta did to her was something beyond her expectations. Well, at that time Eriri was forced by Kouta. So she wouldn't expect to feel good about it. Sometimes she wondered if that happened because of the familiarity with her own imagination from creating doujinshi or if it was just her that was perverted.

Or maybe it was just Kouta who was too good.

Eriri didn't know the answer, but the truth was her body enjoyed it, and every time her body felt the pleasure, her mind felt blank and couldn't forget the pleasure. And after much pleasure, she got… She very easily found another type of pleasure… She felt like a degenerate, but every time she thought about it, her body got hot, and she couldn't stop thinking about the man who had made her like this.

Who ordered her to help him approach another girl?

The girl itself sat there like a princess, no… She was most likely a person called Yamato Nadeshiko, she had such a slim figure and lovely beautiful long black hair while in the contrast wearing a white hairband.

She was also looking very much like the top student and was in no way less beautiful than Eriri. As she acted at her own pace, that made her like an individual who lived apart from the crowd. No matter how beautiful she was, she was untouchable and unattainable; Most students could only fantasize having a conversation with her.

That girl's name was Kasumigaoka Utaha.

And right now, such a girl was sitting with Kouta and Eriri, talking about the dating sims they make together.

Yeah, frankly, it had never occurred to Eriri that someone just one year older than her could make such a good novel. No, Eriri never thought someone like her would make a light novel. Eriri never heard a rumor about it, so Utaha more likely tried to hide it like Eriri did. But Kouta still found out about it.

But from Eriri's observation of their conversation, Kouta didn't do anything like that. They were acting like a good senior and junior relationship.

'Grrr… Isn't that kinda our treatment kinda different…' Eriri thought while staring at Utaha.

'Even though, I'm much cuter and more beautiful… Well, of course she gave off an older woman vibe, which was different from me… No, it's because of breast right…' Eriri looked at the specific body part of Utaha that she very much lacked. She looked at that—look at her—look at that—and touched her small breast…

'Hiks… But, I swear, I'm more sensitive than her… And characters with long black hair usually make the protagonist unhappy... And sometimes she looked like a gloomy senior. So yeah… I'm still good… Yeah… I don't speak badly about her because I'm jealous or anything like that…'

Eriri's mind was in chaos while she still put her hand on her breast and sighed deeply. At that moment, Utaha crossed her arms over her chest, which made them look even bigger, and spoke with a low voice.

"Can't you not stare at me like that?" When Eriri heard that, she looked up, and a triumphant smile surfaced on Utaha's face.

"Ugh… It's not like a girl worth coming from those places…" Eriri followed Utaha, putting her hand around her chest to make them bigger. Just a bit…

"It's not like… I care about that." Utaha said as she put her hand down in that moment, even though it's just for a second. Eriri could see some jiggle physics on Utaha's breast, of course, she didn't have such enormous breasts as a senior Eriri saw in the GCC video. It was still…

"Hiks… The world is unfair…" Eriri looked visibly dejected. All the vivacity that she'd shown just earlier seemed to have evaporated into oblivion.

Utaha, who had been proud a moment ago, couldn't help but feel sorry about Eriri. No, in her eyes, Eriri looked like a sad, but cute small animal, even though Utaha was wary of her. At the moment, she couldn't help thinking how cute she was.

"Well, you know. You're still young and growing. So you still have a chance…" Utaha tried to reassure and encourage her.

"Ugh… Really?  How did you get so big? Is that like people saying that you need to drink some milk!?" Eriri asked Utaha while looking at Utaha with such hopeful eyes.

"Well… No… Maybe genes…"  Utaha said the truth. She didn't do anything special about her breast, but it became bigger just like her mother was..

"Uuuuu~~ I hope we will meet again after I'm reborn as a woman with large breasts! My mother in this life is flat like a board!!" Eriri screamed in frustration as she walked from Utaha and started to work on her work to vent her frustration. It was such a humiliation for Eriri, she needed time to recover from such a defeated feeling.

But Eriri forgot that right now, she was drawing such a bouncy character, a servant called rider.

"Ugh… such a misfortune…" Eriri cursed her luck.

As the day gets late…

Kouta suddenly said something. "Ah, I think it's enough for today. But there's something I'd like to ask everyone: is it okay if we work together in my house occasionally?"

"Your home?" Utaha was surprised and asked him back.

"Yeah, I think it may be good to work together in my home on the weekend sometimes to progress this work quickly." Kouta replied .

When Eriri heard Kouta, she understood that this might be part of his plan to get Utaha.

"Well, I'm fine with it. Since I'm already at your home…" Eriri and Kouta agreed to make only Utaha, who did not agree with his proposal.

"Eh, Have you been to Kouta's house? Eriri?" Utaha responded to Eriri's answer, and while there was some hint of jealousy there… Not as much as before thought.

"Well, Of course. I have known him sometimes, and we work not only with dating sims but with manga too… Sometimes he helped me with my doujin as well," Eriri admitted honestly.

"Hah… That's true. But…"

"Also, his cooking is quite good, you know… It may have started to be more delicious than the cooking in my home."  Eriri, once again, deliberately provoked her.

"Un… Well, okay. Then…" Utaha, who didn't want to lose, could only agree. There was no way she left Eriri alone with Kouta in his home.

"Really, I'm happy you all agree with me. Ah… I need to buy groceries. I'm going ahead!" Kouta said while he put everything in his bag and left the audiovisual room while he gave a signal to Eriri that said, 'Please do your job…'

"Ah, he's gone."

"Yeah, he's gone."

Those two looked at each other for a moment. As they might feel awkward being alone with each other.

Even though Kouta told her to do something. Eriri didn't know what to say, she needed to think for a moment.

"Ah… But I'm glad you agreed to work at his home." Eriri, who opened mouth first, said a simple thing.

"Eh… Well. It's not a difficult thing to do." Utaha replied, but there was a small pink on her cheek, maybe she felt a bit embarrassed.

"Un… After all, he lives alone, and I've been in his house. How do I say… It's a lonely home." Eriri told Utaha.

Yeah, when she was there for the first time and in the first week, she never realized anything weird. But after she knew he was living alone. Eriri started to realize how sad and weird his home was. And when she knew he had lost his family. For the first time, Eriri realized how broken this man might be.

Well, it was understandable… There was no ordinary man at his age doing something Kouta did. How many people would engage in risky blackmail to obtain something? it may be someone who was crazy and felt like didn't have anything to lose, like Kouta felt.

Anyway, Kouta's home; what does she need to say… Lonely and empty. In that big home… there was barely a thing. In his big shoe locker, there were only his school shoes. And when she walked into the home corridor, in the usual place to attach a family photo… there was nothing. Nothing in the living room and dining room. It was as if Kouta deliberately put down the photos so he didn't need to see them.

Utaha, who still didn't know much about Kouta, only stared at Eriri, and she could feel how genuinely worried Eriri was, so she asked her.

"Are you like him, Eriri?"

"Hm… Well, if you asked me that… Maybe I like him a bit, but it's true that some part of me hates him."

"That's…"

"That's confusing, right? But.. I can't help it. I still have some lingering feelings for someone else. My first love, and maybe there is still part of me, longing for him."

"Eriri…"

"Ah… That boy… is my childhood friend… his name…is…"

After that, Eriri had a good conversation with Utaha… talking about her and Tomoya. That actually made the two of them become a bit closer.