Ch 34 – 06 May, Eriri Melancholy

And so, Kouta entered his home after he finished his time at the Glory Boxing Gym. It felt like he moved so much more today than any other day in his life. He became tired and a bit depressed when he came back to this empty home.

"Hm… I need to prepare my dinner. Huh…" Kouta’s body felt heavy, but his stomach needed something.

In the end, Kouta dragged his body and prepared a simple meal while thinking about what he would do after this. At this point, Satomi had spent her time with her friend, and he didn’t want to disrupt her because he had already spent his time with her.

Utaha? She was most likely busy with writing her own novel and FS/N.

Inada? Well, Kouta didn’t know her too well.

Takao? Ah… Kouta knew very well that she had most likely spent her weekend playing games. After all, that was her personality in the manga and anime.

Then how about Eriri? Well,  she most likely worked in manga or made her own doujinshi. If not, she must be playing some dating sims or watching anime.

"Ah… If I wasn’t wrong…" When Kouta thought about Eriri, it made him remember the game she recommended that he bought.

"Hm… Well, maybe it’s time to try playing an original game from this world."

In the end, Kouta spent this weekend just resting and relaxing after such a busy two weeks.

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Eriri perspective.

"This is wrong…" Eriri said as she walked into her house, biting her nail in frustration. It should have been a good day, but she felt a bit lost, and she still felt like something was missing or not enough for her.

"Hm… Ara… Are you back already? I think your date will be much longer. Fufu…" While Eriri was still in the midst of confusion, she heard the voice of her mother.

"Na… It’s not a date. We’re just going to an anime shop and stuff." Eriri's slightly panicked voice replied to her mother's question.

"Eh… is that so?  Even though you are wearing such cute clothes." Eriri’s mother, Sayuri, naturally responded with a smile.

"Ugh… Anyway, there is nothing…" Eriri said, turning back to her mother and immediately went to her room.

Yeah, just like their conversation… Eriri just came back home after she spent her Sunday going to anime shops and other stores with Tomoya.

Eriri, actually someone who never in her mind would invite Tomoya. But, because of someone… She took the initiative to do something about her love life.

Especially Eriri wanted to destroy that confident grin that the hateful guy always had. Since he told her with certainty that she would be rejected by Tomoya. Which made Eriri fed-up and showed what she was capable of doing.

That hateful guy sometimes messaged her too. Which made her anger increase, that’s why Eriri actually did it. Even though, she may only invited him not as date or anything,

"Ne… Tomoya, you know the next volume will come out next Sunday, right?"

"Yeah, of course I know. I can’t wait."

"Is that so? So how about we go there together?"

"Oh. That’s unusual. Since you usually ask me to buy it for you and put it in your locker."

"Well, I’m in the mood. It’s fine, right?"

"Okay… We meet at ten, okay."

That's their conversation before Sunday. even though it may just be like meeting up and not a date.At last, it was progress from her side, and she should be happy, right?

Happy to spend her time together with someone she loves. That’s what should be right?

That's how it's supposed to work, right?

No… She was happy. She even spent her time dressing up, and surprisingly, he actually praised her, which was kind of new. They spent their time in an anime shop, and they talked about the stuff they like.

She sometimes kinda wants to try to hold his hand, but in the end she fails. She kind of regretted it.

They spent lunch and time together… She felt happy, and her heart was warm.

But sometimes… She couldn’t help thinking about those hateful guys.

There was a time when she thought… Kouta would do this and that…

Yeah, even though she may have known this wasn't a date. But she couldn’t help it. To expect more…

Especially when Eriri usually reads romance novels, and plays dating sims, and she actually comes from quite a wealthy family herself. Sometimes, she just couldn’t help to imagine her time more romantic like those things she usually saw. Even just one bit of them.

And with that standard, she couldn’t help but compare it between Tomoya and Kouta. She knew it might be unfair, but she couldn’t help it.

Well, if you already experience delicious local restaurant burgers and try fast food burgers… you can help compare them. No, you may never come back to fast food again.

Of course, comparing the experience to food was not appropriate. But in the end, she couldn’t help but think that if it were Kouta, he would do this, but Tomoya didn’t…

Even so, she felt happy.

It was just that something was missing, and that made her feel… Something was wrong with her.

"I wish I wanted to hold hands at least." Eriri said while lying on her bed.

Eriri knew that people said that loving someone was much better than being loved by someone. But for her… she might like the latter.

"Aa…" When Eriri thought about that, she remembered the time Kouta kissed her in the aquarium, even though she knew she was being unfair to Tomoya. She couldn’t help it.

Not only that, after one week full of sexual activity with many first experiences and being immediately absent for a week after experiencing those new pleasures.

As the last thing, Eriri experiences those pleasures after she dates Kouta. Before she knew it, after she had spent time with Tomoya, She was sexually aroused, especially after she had been away doing those things for a week. Since when she did that, the only thing she thought of was Kouta.

But, she reasoned, this time would be different because she had spent time with Tomoya.Her breathing became quite heavy, her breasts moving up and down in rhythm with her breath.

Eriri’s finger began to trail again toward her pussy, and all of a sudden, with a quick working of her fingers, one entered her slit, and she felt it immediately… Her pussy suddenly felt very warm inside. She inserted her finger into her pussy, rotated her finger touching as much as she could. She now started to moan, but was trying her best to be quiet. But… she couldn't help but say his childhood name… again and again, as she couldn’t remove her finger from her pussy.

It seemed like she had to be getting close to her orgasm, but she just couldn’t go through with it. She moaned, but at the same time was frustrated with her condition.

She thought of him inside her, with his finger or his penis pleasuring her pussy and her body while taking her to paradise. However, her mind enjoys that pleasure...

Before she realized it, the only thing she could only remember was the only penis she experienced. It was a big and thick meat that took her to paradise.

And now… what she said… in her moan… was that hateful guy…

"Ah… Ah… Kouta…"  She could remember his touch, the way he licked her pussy, and how full her pussy was when he was pounding his penis inside her.

It was wonderful. When Eriri changed her mind… the pleasure became intense. She felt an overwhelming sensation run from her toes to the top of her head. She knew it was wrong.

Eriri knew… it was wrong. She loves Tomoya, but she moans about other guys' names. And with her knowledge, she makes doujinshi.

She knew it. How wrong this was…

But…

But…

Actually… The pleasure became more overwhelming than before… Much… Much… Better than before… when she realized.

It reminded her of those doujinshi about a childhood friend who was taken away by bad guys.

Bringing such immense pleasure… that she cumming… That could have been her best masturbation session yet.

"Ah… Kouta… Kouta…" Once again, Eriri said his name while she dozed off. And at that precise moment, by pure chance.

She gets a message… not from Tomoya, but from that hateful guy.

[ Don't forget to try to get close to Tomoya, okay? ]

"Ah…" Eriri, who usually told him to shut up right away, just wanted to meet him at that moment.

[ I know it, stupid. Okay, I already tried. Can we meet tomorrow? ]

She erased and wrote several times before she sent this one. Yeah, she just wants his help… not because she wants to meet him at all.

Yeah… She just wants his help.