Lonely
After learning what happened to me, Shiroe is comforting my sadden heart.
She embrace me while patting my back. Shiroe spoke gentle words that tickle my ears and heart. I also didn't push her, because being hug by a beautiful maiden feel blissful.
Not to lose the opportunity, I hug her waist while I buried my head in her cleavage. She got a bountiful chest that was tightly hugged by her dress.
My lust rise up when I take deep breathe, Her womanly scent provoke my hormone. She smell like a glacial lotus, pure and untainted, in short, A virgin's scent.
I hope she would not notice my perverted thoughts.
I was greatly saddened what happened to me but, I could not deny that I also benefited from being trapped for so many years. I learnt magic on my own without the help of anybody. I still can't forgive that black book who sent to that shitty place, Because of that I miss my family, I miss my women.
Being trapped for many years is a torture to my mentality, Could not see my family for many years is a torment for me who has immoral complex.
After a short time embrace, Shiroe pull my hand as she lead me to her sofa.
"Take a seat my child."She patted the sofa.
I nodded my head and sit close to her.
Shiroe grab my hand, While my eyes stare at her beautiful eyes. Her eyes is filled with worries and affection, The same affection a mother have for her children. She caressed my hand with her hands.
"Did you know my child, when you were young we've always played together. Kuroe and I would play with you all the time. Because of you're mischievousness, Kuroe liked you. The two of you are the same, cheerful, lively and always cause trouble.
There was a time the two of you broke a piece of antique from your grandmother. *Sigh* at the time, I always clean the two of your doings. But, even though the two of you are so naughty, I can't seem to hate you two. It's quite the opposite, I love your mischievousness, how you always trouble. I still love the two of you.
But, I also know why Kuroe threw you into that space, I'm really sorry I didn't notice it."Shiroe talk about the past as her hand move up towards my cheeks as she gently caressed them. Her eyes look at me with tenderness and grief.
I laughed wryly when I learn how playful I am, Also learning that this kuroe is the same as I am. But after her hearing shiroe's latter sentence, I feel tender warm inside.
Grabbing her hand that was caressing my hand, I held it with both of my hands. As I said softly while shaking my head.
"No, it's not your fault Shiroe, You are innocent. Don't worry about it anymore, I feel a bit gladdened that there was someone who stopped my vengeance. Earlier, I always thought of seeking revenge to the person who trapped me but, it seems that I made someone angry."I look at her with honest expression.
"Shido, my child...thank you for not hating kuroe. Kuroe is a bad girl but she is childish..."She hugged me tightly. She tells my how naughty kuroe is.
It appears that this kuroe is a bit childish, she needs some spanking. She may became annoyed with me when I ignored her, After all she thought I'm the shido she knew, if I had all the memories of Shido I may recognize the book. Sadly I didn't, That is why Kuroe became angry and threw a tantrum.
In her raging heart she unconsciously created a magic seal, trapping me inside the eternal space.
Shiroe told me about all this, although she just speculated it. She think she got it right knowing how childish Kuroe is.
When I heard that, I was dumbfounded. I was trapped for many years because of some childish person throwing a tantrum. I slapped my forehead inside my mind. If I knew what would happen I would have already touched that book without ignoring it.
But I can't deny that the book really look suspicious. I mean, you wouldn't touch something you don't know because of your stupid curiosity right? well, some might but for me, I'm a veteran I read many novels so wouldn't do something stupid because of curiosity....except if it's a bit perverted I would not.
I also did not expect that the book would throw into the space. I heavily sighed.
Although, I forgive that kuroe, If there was no Shiroe she will taste my wrath. Thanks to Shiroe, A beautiful maiden, I couldn't refuse her, Kuroe avoided my anger. But it didn't mean I would not do something, she will pay for my loneliness.
But not now. I can't win against kuroe yet, If Shiroe and Kuroe is that same. Shiroe told me that the two of them was created at the same time, that also signified the two of them have the same strength. Seeing how strong Shiroe is I know I couldn't beat her. With my power maybe I could fight her toe to toe.
I'll think of a plan, a plan to make kuroe pay my sadness. Since I could not beat her with power, I will use something to beat her. For example her weakness, I need to know her weakness.
"Shiroe, do you know what kuroe's weakness?"Since Shiroe knows Kuroe, I think she also knew her weakness.
"What are you going to do?"Shiroe asked me with a smile, She knows I have no malice. This girl could really read my mind.
"I will make her pay for my loneliness."I truthfully said.
"How?"She asked, slight curious what I'm going to do.
"Secret"I gave her a mysterious smile.
"Hmm, How secretive....Okay, I will tell you but only if you follow my three conditions."She poke my cheeks with her finger.
"Condition?"As expected I can't get it easily.
"Yes, Do you want to learn Kuroe's weakness, then you need to follow my condition first."She seriously stared at my eyes.
"Okay, I will follow."I nodded.
She smiled sweetly, as she said "Don't worry, my conditions are not really hard, it's all simple.
My first condition is that you won't use Kuroe's weakness to hurt her or Harm her. If you hurt her, Shido my child I would be disappointed and would be saddened. This is the most important, I plead you to not hurt her."
Hearing this made me sad, I sighed heavily. "Un, I won't hurt her or do something painful. I assure you, I won't hurt her."
"Good, Then the second condition is, Become her friend again, tell her what happened to you."She gave me a very caring smile.
"Why?"I asked.
"It's because Kuroe is lonely throughout these years, without you she was always alone. No one to talk to."She said with a downcast expression. She clenched my hand.
Shiroe really cared for Kuroe huh, She is like a big sister or a mother. But there is something I can't ignore.
"I could become her friend and play with her but, Shiroe how about you? Are you not lonely, You told me that you are here for many years. Tell me Shiroe are you not lonely?"I held her hand.
Shiroe was shocked by my words as her eyelashes fluttered. I look at her eyes. She tried letting her hand go, Because she felt something wet in her eyes. But I did not let her go. Realizing I held her hand firmly, She look down as her eyes moistened.
"See, Shiroe you are also lonely. Even your heart is honest. Don't try to hide it anymore, tell me what are you feeling."Earlier, I saw her as a Pure maiden that cannot be tainted, but the more I talk to her the longer I'm with her the more I realize she was just hiding her emotions. She is hiding her emotions, being lonely for many years inside the space is a torture for mentality. That was I was felt when I was trapped.
She told me that, Kuroe and Her are grimoires. Kuroe is Dark grimoire while Shiroe is Light grimoire. They have conscience, They can materialize in real world but they can't materialize on their without an owner.
That black book I encountered is Kuroe.
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