PHA 11

Shuuna and I sat on the floor while leaning on the wall. Shuuna leans on my shoulder while gasping for air, completely exhausted. She doesn't have much stamina compared to me.

With a few rounds, she couldn't do it anymore. Shuuna berated me for being too rough. I smiled wryly. Well, scratching my head, I can only apologize to her.

"*sigh, It can't be helped. I'm also at fault here for wanting more."

I didn't say anything.

"So what's the plan?"

"What plan?"

I look at her confused. What is she talking about?

"What I meant, you created a club, right? Don't tell me you don't have any hidden agenda when you made the club?"

"Ah, That huh. Truthfully, I just want to create that club cause I don't want to teach. Mainly, I don't know how to teach students. I took this job because the family wanted me to. I don't have any reason to refuse, so I agreed... Also, you're right I have another intention when I created the club. You are a smart girl, you should already know right."

"You are telling me you took a job because you don't have reason to refuse? That's lame. I thought you like becoming a teacher."

She snorted. She then looks at me in the eyes. I also stare at her back. Shaking my head.

"Nah, not to the point I can admit I like it. It's just I thought it will be pretty interesting. If I can become a teacher I can take advantage of the students."

"Pfft, That's disgusting Shido-san. Are you a scum?"

She glared at my eyes with a disgusted expression. She even pushes herself away from me in a joking manner.

"Are you an idiot for telling about your repulsive plan?"

"I wonder why. Since you already know what I'm planning. Are you disappointed? Will you tell others?"

Rather than answering her question. I asked her questions. She was unhappy I didn't answer her question. Instead of throwing tantrum, she replied obediently.

"Well, I'm truly disappointed but, we are talking about you. You are already scum in the first place. You lied to the family about being the former Shido and took advantage of their feelings. In my eyes, you are horrible... Whatsoever, I think of you doesn't concern you. However, I will not be here if I hated you. You are scum but I don't hate you. You already conquered my heart, you dummy. Shina is correct, You are one of a big idiot. You already knew what I feel about you and still tried to deny it. You are pessimistic Shido-san. You always think of negative outcomes, The girls know about this side of yours that's why they always make you feel positive. You unconditionally ignore that fact... That's why I will not tell you to change the way you think because it's okay to be pessimistic sometimes. Though, you should balance that negativeness with positiveness, so you won't lose your way."

I listened to her spiel and was shocked by her words. Am I like that? I don't know maybe she's right. I understand what she said about negativity because I'm always thinking of the bad result instead of the good result. Although, I notice the negativeness is mild when I think. I had a hunch that she was right.

Sighing exasperatedly. This is getting complicated. To think that the girls also noticed about my well-being. I'm quite dense despite always saying I'm quite perspective, to only find out I don't know what others feel. I'm always getting ahead of myself. This isn't good.

"See, you are showing that negativeness again Shido-san."

"Eh? I don't get it."

"Of course, you will not understand it Shido-san. Even I don't understand myself fully either. Yes, It's better to understand yourself but that way of thinking isn't good, you need someone's advice to help you understand yourself better. I also won't confidently say I understand you better than yourself. Because I only say what I see..."

"That's deep huh. I wonder if I'm a teacher when a student is lecturing me."

Shuuna blushed as she leans her body on my shoulders again.

"Don't tease me Shido-san. It's just I don't get why Shina and the others didn't tell you. They must have reasons on their own. I just want to help you."

"Thank you Shuuna for your concern. I'm really ashamed as a man. I know I will make mistakes in the future too. I'm really glad I have someone like you who supports me. I love you Shuuna."

Shuuna became silent as I turn my head to the side and saw her covering her face with her hands.

"Don't say something so embarrassing idiot."

I smirked.

"Really, why are you girls always call me an idiot or stupid."

"That's because you're an idiot and stupid."

She retorted. I stared at her with a deadpan expression. What the... I don't understand what girls are thinking. This also indicates that I'm not perspective enough... Or just, women are hard to understand in the first place?

Ah, I don't know. Please god gave me an answer.

I feel like the god snide on me as I felt my hair stood up. What does that mean?

"Shuuna, do you want to join my club?"

"Huh? Why me though?"

"Well, I guess you are suitable to become a consultant I guess."

"Just because I gave you peace of mind.....Okay, fine I will consider it."

"You are a good woman. I'm glad you are mine."

"Who's yours dumbass."

She sneered. Though her blush said otherwise.

I smirked. I lean down to give her lips a peck. She didn't push me. Our kiss then turns passionate.

"Okay Okay stop. Stop before we get into the mood. I'm still sore for god sake."

"Hahaha sorry."

Shuuna cast magic to clean her clothes. Her mother may not know about magic but she is blood-related with magic core, she was also taught about magic. Though, She kept it from her mother.

There's a good woman around me. I'm amazing! I should not think more negative thoughts, though being positive will make me optimistic. Let's just keep it balance.

Having Shiroe as my wife. I'm a lucky bastard. Her beauty is already world-defying. For her to accept me as her husband just signify my luck. Ultimately, I also fell in love with her, I had really strong confidence when I proposed to her.

When I think about it carefully. Kana and Shiyuki, Though I understand their situation. They still interacted with me despite having aversion to my current self and relationship. So they also knew it huh. I'm really stupid.

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