The Price
[3rd POV : Komi]
"Bye Komi!!"
"Thanks for your help today as well." He said as he waved at her, as if he was not the one who had helped her more.
As if he had not given her a help that she could never repay in her life.
Komi waved back from the front door as she watched him and Marin leave. Komi did not want them to leave so soon. She wished they would've stayed longer.
He should've stayed longer.
She continued watching them as long as they were visible. They held each other's hand after they walked far enough.
Far enough that they thought no one was looking.
Crushing.
'Ouch.' She said in her mind while clenching her fist on her chest. Her heart was heavy when she saw such a sight.
Marin and Yuito held each other's hand and walked so closely to each other that they basically became one.
Komi watched them from her door as they walked away in the setting sun. Together.
Suddenly she felt like something was stuck in her throat. As if someone had forced down a huge boulder inside her mouth,
She swallowed hard and she felt the boulder in her heart, It weighs down on her heart and made a crushing pressure on it.
She did not blink her eyes because she felt like her tears were going to pour out if she did,
'Keep it down.' she told herself. 'Why are you like this?'
"Onee san, stop standing there and close the door. The mosquitoes are getting inside." She heard a voice and when she turned her head, she saw her little brother.
It looked like he had finally come out after her friends leave. For someone so popular, her brother sure was shy. She thought to herself.
Komi closed the door and and nodded to her brother without a word. Then she silently waked towards her room.
Her room was a bit of a mess since they just finished studying so Komi cleaned the room and rearranged the books sprawled around on the gorund.
There was still that heavy sensation in her heart as she cleaned her room, it got worse when she looked at the places where Yuito had sat.
She could almost see his shadow sitting there in the room...
Why did this have to happen to her?
Why was fate so unnecessarily cruel to her?
To fall in love with her first friend. To love someone who already belonged to someone.
Moreover he was with Marin for god sake. That would mean she will lose both of her friend if she were to pursue or entertain her love.
She did not know why, the more she tried to not love him the harder she falls. Like throwing water on a raging fire.
If it was small, the fire would be extinguished. But it was too big now, the water just becomes fuel for the fire to burn hotter.
She picked up a pillow from the ground and observed it carefully. It was a pillow that Yuito was hugging throughout the study session. He had played around with this pillow.
Komi suddenly pushed her face on that pillow. She hugged it tightly against her face.
*sniffff~*
It smelled like him now.
Komi blushed deeply at the implication of what she was doing. But she did not stop and instead walked away to flop down on her bed.
Her toes curled up as she took in deep whiffs, trying to pick up every remnant of him that he left behind.
His scent went through her nose and stirred her mind, turning her brain into mush with his masculine and distinct scent.
Then it went down her and made her heart flutter before circling in her stomach, causing butterflies.
Then his scent finally descended into her core and lit up something deep inside her. It caused stimulating heat in her womanly parts.
"Yu-" She gasped "-ito~"
His scent alone was overpowering her. Lust began clouding her mind as she happily embraced that feeling, for it made her forget the crushing feeling in her heart.
Lust was a distraction.
A distraction that clouded her mind like a drug. She did not feel pain when she thought about Yuito being with Marin.
Instead she felt more and more aroused at the idea. The idea that her love belonged to another woman.
She still felt guilty that she liked Yuito who was her best frined's boyfriend but that also somehow added to her lust.
Her punishment for loving a man who is already with someone and whatnot.
She did not exactly know what she was feeling either. The only thing she knew was that...
It was wrong.
Komi buried her face deeper into the pillow and took in greedier whiffs. She wanted to drown away all thoughts with his scent.
Everything was too complicated. Her emotions were a mess. Her thoughts were in complete disarray.
Everything was so wrong.
So she turned to the only one she knew who could fix everything which was wrong.
Yuito.
Tears fell out of her eyes as she weep in that pillow which was the closest thing she had of him. The sheer emotions and feelings in her mind was torturing her.
She wanted release.
Komi's hand moved and snaked it's way down her gorgeous breast and her toned stomach before it finally slithered between her legs.
"Ahh~" Komi let out the sweetest moan the world has ever heard.
Her voice which was sealed away for most of the time sang in the tunes of pleasure. Her moan was enough to drive any man who heard it crazy.
It was her first time doing it. But even so her hand moved as if they had a life of it's own. As if it had a muscle memory that Komi herself was never aware of.
Her slender fingers rubbed her sensitive slit and she adjusted her movement in the way she felt most pleasurable,
Her mind was only focused on the image of Yuito. The mind knew exactly what it was craving for and a scene of them doing things together flashed in her mind.
It would be okay if she did those to him right? It would be fine as long as Marin never found out.
Such thoughts plauged her mind as her finger moved rapidly on her pussy.
Not penetrating but rubbing her sensitive folds. It was enough for her. She had never done this kinda of things so she was extremely sensitive.
For the first time in her life, Komi experienced what it meant to be a woman.
And what it meant for a woman to long for a man.
.
.
.
After she was done, she laid with bathed breath on her bed. Her panties and her mattress were absolutely drenched with her juices.
Her eyes were covered by her forearm as she heaved deep breaths. Her chest raise and fall rhythmically to her breaths.
Then she paused.
The lust was finally gone and her mind had never been more clear.
Everything came crashing down.
Tears fall down her cheeks as her voice which sang in pleasure not too long ago, sobbed.
Everything was so wrong.
She was broken.
Yuito had come in her life and made everything better. She had always thought that he was doing all of that just for free.
But maybe it had a price afterall.
A price she was now paying in full.
Her heart was his now. That was the price he had taken.
She sobbed by herself in that lonely room. Her mind lost to her heart.
Her heart calls for its owner.
"I love you Yuito." She said.
Her timid voice was more than willing to call for him. Her lips were more than happy to let his name roll off them.
She had never said any words easier.
...
Shouko Komi was in love.
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