I just love him
[3rd POV]
[Marin Kitagawa]
"Marin, did you cut your hair?" Fujita asked her while he was stuffing his mouth with the food on the table.
Her instinctive response was to say 'no' since she did not get a haircut recently nor did she visit a saloon.
But she paused when she remembered that she had cut a small portion of her bang before she came here. It was so minute that Marin herself had forgotten about it.
She was surprised that he was able to notice such a minute detail about her appearence since she knew Fujita was very bad at noticing details and remembering things.
'Wait..' She paused as Fujita's previous words rang in her mind. What he had said while they were playing games.
'."I don't pay attention to anything other than the things I love".'
'That would mean....' she blused when she came to the conclusion.
Her heart decided to pick up the beat for no reason and pumped blood to her face.
She wanted to scream. But the clueless expression on his face stopped her.
'How is this guy so cute and smooth without even realising it?' She thought to herself when she felt the funny feeling in her gut again.
"Yeah, I cut my hair before I came here." she said, acting cool and playing her part as the extroverted girl-friend.
"I knew it." He said and smiled with pride. He looked happy that he was able to guess correctly.
He was like a big child.
'Wha!! Why is he so friggin cute? '
'Calm down Marin. Calm down. Deep breath, deep breath.' she chanted like a mantra. She needed to do so whenever she was with him.
Her feelings for him had grown exponentially compared to the time before she came to his house.
It was because of what had happened just before.
They nearly went too far and cross the line. Obviously she was happy and willing to cross the line with him.
But his unknown relationship with the 'girl' and their current relationship had made her hesitant. She didn't want to give herself away under such conditions.
Still, she didn't stop him. She would've done nothing to stop him
And yet he was the one who stopped. Because he cared for her and how she feels.
She had seen the unadulterated lust in his eyes when he touched her. And she had also seen how he chained and controlled that lust for her.
For her.
She was sure that any other guy in the whole entire world would've taken advantage of the situation, taken advantage of her feelings and use her body.
But. But...
He didn't.
'God why is he so...uwuwuw' Marin couldn't help the overflowing feeling in her chest. Now she was sure it was love.
That action, what he did for her back then may appear small but it had been the last straw for her. Now she was totally in love.
Right now, if that same situation was to happen again, Marin would not only allow him to do as he pleased with her...
She would've thrown herself at him!!
Consequences be damned!! His relationship can branch out around the world. He could have 66x99 girlfriends, long distance or close quarters.
She would ask him to do what he wanted to her because she knew now that it would all be fine if it was him.
Yes, because it was him.
He would never harm her and always care for her.
He was so sweet.
Knowing that, she wanted to spoil him rotten and do anything he wants her to do.
"What's wrong with you? Why are you constantly fidgeting in your seat?" Fujita asked while looking at her weirdly.
'It's because of you!! You adorable bastard!!' she wanted to scream at him but instead she said, "it's nothing."
He stared at her in suspicion for a while before he widen his eyes in realization. He then leaned over to her and gestured her to lean closer as well.
She did and her heartbeat quicken. 'He is so close.'
"Are you still horny?" he whispered. Like a child who learned his friend's secret and is determined to keep it a secret but also very curious to know more about it.
She thought over the question, 'Was she horny?'
Well, not really.
.
But she could be.
'If that's what he wanted.' she thought.
She would be the horniest bitch.
Would he want that? She didn't know. So she whispered back, "Maybe."
She saw him shocked for a moment before he smiled lewdly. He looked excited and happy.
'So he want's me to be horny.' she noted.
Well it's to be expected since they were interrupted before. She would also love to continue where they left off.
As she said, she could be horny if he wanted her to be. So she pressed her tighs together and rubbed them slightly, letting the rough fabric of her panties brush against her sensitive folds.
'Ahhh~'
" *Cough* *Cough*" They heard a cough from the side and they turned their head and saw Sumire who was looking down while she fake coughed.
"I am still here you know." Sumire said and Marin pulled back as did Fujita.
Right, she forgot they were in the dining table. Recently, he was the only thing she saw, hear and feel. Everything else would often fade away while she was in his presence, so she sometimes forget about her surrounding.
They were eating a lunch made by Fujita's mother who was very beautiful. Marin could tell where his handsome face came from.
She saw Fujita looking awkwardly at his mother and at her. She gave him a cheeky smile and winked at him when he looked her way.
He just simply made eye contact with her for a good while before he quickly turned away and eat his food again.
Marin laughed at that. Spending a lot of time with him, she had picked up on how Fujita reacted and she knew his true emotions.
What he did just now meant he was shocked, embarrassed, scared or shy etc. It was his way of reacting when he felt sudden and powerful emotions.
It was always funny to see that. It was like the more shocked he was, the less reactive he became. People often misunderstand him because of that and call him an ice prince.
She found her ability to pick up his true feelings extremely precious now.
They soon finished their lunch and since Mrain had no good reason to stay in the house for a long time, she had to unfortunately leave.
After they finished, she took it upon herself to wash the dishes. Not only to earn good points with his mother, Sumire. But also to show him that she could be a good wife.
It was still just a dream, a long way before it became a reality, but she liked thinking about it.
After she washed the dishes she hang around for half an hou more. Then she got up and took her leave.
Leaving was very hard. She enjoyed his company and wanted to be with him all the time and bask in his presence.
Among all the places around the world, she knew she would be the happiest in 'that' place. A place near him. With him.
So she wanted to be with him forever because she was the happiest when she was with him.
.
There are many other places where she felt happy. The amusement park, her father's house etc.
But what made being with Fujita so different was because not only was she happy when she was with him. It hurts when she was not with him.
Even right now, she was hurting and feeling empty.
She was never hurt when she was not in an amusement park or in her father's house.
"God. Falling this hard is clearly not normal, right?" she questioned herself. She was not sure since she had never been in love but the emotions and feeling she had were way too powerful.
It just came and instantly became the most important thing in her life.
Yuito Fujita.
If her love is not normal, then she wondered why she would fall so hard so soon?
Was it her lack of loving figure in her life? Her father was always busy with work and barely spent time with her meanwhile she never even knew her mother.
Was that it? Had she been more lonely than she realized that she instantly poured all those emotions on Fujita the moment she love him?
She didn't know. Part of her knew loving someone this much could end up hurting her real bad but...
She didn't care.
She knew Fujita will not hurt her. She left worrying about heartbreaks to other girls who didn't love Fujita like her.
She didn't care how much or how it happened. The only thing she knew and cared about is that...
"I just love him."
...
...
...
...
"Yuito~" she sang his name with a happy little smile as she skipped on her way home.
"Yuito~ hehe~"
He was the only thing on her mind now. Marin Kitagawa was fully experiencing her teenage love and her first love.
We have all been there. So we all know those type of love never end well.
So its truly a wonder...
If her love would have a happy ending.
"Why is everything Yuito? Well its fine~"
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Author : That concludes the arc so there will be no update tomorrow or maybe the next too for this double chapter (they are also longer). I update double because I didn't want to leave you guys on the cliff.
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Thank you for reading.
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