You don’t love me

"You did this on purpose." I whispered in her left ear. My voice came out thin and husky, as I had put all my focus on controlling myself rather than speaking.

Her smaller body was beneath me as I pressed my weight on her to make sure she couldn't get up. Her body trembled and she let out hot puffs of air from her lips.

"no~" She said, her voice was small and shy but since we were so close I could hear it perfectly.

'Get.off.right.now.' my mind screamed at me but my body had other plans, my heart had other plans.

My right hand which held her flawless breast tightened even though my intention was to take my hand off.

My fingers continued sinking the more I put pressure on it, as if the softness of her bosom had no limits. She was not wearing a bra so I could feel her hardening bud at the palm of my hand.

"Yes you do. You think I wouldn't notice?" I asked her and she shook her head in denial. "Not just today, yesterday too. You did the same thing."

She was trembling and that phenomenon seemed to be transferred to me as I also began trembling. Only I knew how much I was controlling myself.

"I understand you Komi." I said and for some reason, she let out a shuddering moan when I said that, her legs came up and curled, as if her body was spasming due to the sheer emotion I caused with my words.

"I understand you better than anyone else, more than I should understand someone." I told her and my hand left her breast, only to snake to the side of her tank top and grab on her bare breasts of perfection.

"Mhhh~" She moaned but her hand came up to cover her lips. I quickly used my free hand to pull her hands away from her mouth.

I did not want her to muffle her lovely moans.

I squeezed her delicate breast and she moaned again, and this time it was not muffled. "Hann~Ahh~"

My ears took in the sweet melody which was her voice. I think her voice might be the most attractive thing about her even though she had such an amazing body.

"Tell me Komi? Why did you do it?" I asked while pressing my face in her neck and taking in her scent. My left hand pinned both of her arms above her head.

Komi did not answer me as sweet moans left her rosy lips, "You know I am dating Marin." I said and I could not control myself from tearing her tank top with my right hand.

Her naked breast spilled out from the torn fabric. Her boobs were just as you would expect, they had the perfect shape and size. They also had this sensual glowing blush on them that enticed the deepest desire in men.

Her nipples were extremely perky and on the smaller size, they were pale pink and their shape was almost begging me to suck on them and kiss them.

I took them with one of my hands while my other hand continued pinning her arms above her head.

I pressed and pushed her model breast around, changing its shape to my desire. I did not know what I enjoyed more, the sensation of her soft skin in my hand or her melodious moans as she responded to my every touch.

"Marin is your friend, yet here you are seducing her boyfriend." I said to her and her body froze

I bit her ear, "What a bad friend you are." I told her but it seemed my words struck deeper than intended.

A clear trail of diamond tears left both of her cat-like eyes. Her moans did not stop but now it held a deep sadness and guilt in them.

I pulled back, her tears had brought some clarity. I looked down at her as she tried her best to hold her tears. I also stopped pinning her arms above her head.

"Yuito." She said, I had never heard my name that clearly from her.

She could not say anything else afterward as she did not know what to say. But she did not need to, I could understand everything from her eyes and from her body.

She was feeling extremely guilty but also equally excited. She wanted this to end but she also wanted to continue this just as much.

She desired my touch but she also was equally terrified of it. She wanted to tell me she loved me but wanted to tell me to stop too.

She loves me but she also loves Marin.

Different contradicting emotions and opposing intentions clashed in her eyes. Countless feelings and expressions that could never have been put into words were painted on her face.

I took it all in. She was caught between a rock and a hard place. She did not know what to do, or which feelings to follow.

It was entirely up to me now. Whatever I do would affect her decision.

I should've done the right thing, I knew exactly what the right thing to do was.

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.

.

But I was a scum. I was a hypocrite.

Especially when I was this horny and needy. I pushed away all morals and rational thoughts as I followed the desire in my heart.

I did not talk, instead, my hand snaked up her torso and completely tore away her tank top. I touched her tight abdomen and I felt her up until my hand rested on her breast again.

I pinched her nipple.

"Ahhhhh~!" An electric seemed to shock her as her body shivered. "Tell me the truth Komi. Why did you do it?" I asked while I brought down my face to her breast and put her pearky nipple in my mouth.

I sucked on her nipple and Komi's head whipped back due to the sensation. She tasted so good.

"I-I love you." She said and I suckled on her nipple harder and I also began massaging her other breast with my free hand.

"I love you!!!" She screamed, it must've been the loudest she had ever spoken.

This was it. This was the one that I wanted to hear her say from the countless things written on her face.

I sucked on her nipple as hard as I could and pulled my head back. Her boob changed shape and she screamed out my name with her lovely voice.

I held that position for a few seconds before I let go of her nipple with a plop. She lay tired on the floor.

Then I scooped her body up and threw her on the bed. I climbed on the bed after taking off my clothes and began pressing my body on hers again.

Her lips subconsciously searched for my lips in an attempt to seek my reply to her confession.

But I did not kiss her.

I did not know why but I was my worst self that day. I did not kiss her back, I did not reply to her confession.

My mind and body could only think about how much pleasure I would feel after fucking her model body. After three days of no action, my body was yearning for a woman.

That was all I could think of.

I licked her body and pulled off her shorts. She was only with a panty and I thoroughly played with her body and tasted it as I wished.

After a minute or two of enjoying her body, I stopped as I needed to speak.

"Komi. You don't love me." I said and began executing the plan that had formed in my mind.

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