Chapter 139. Kyoka
I then made it to the next door. I knocked on it silently and waited. After nothing was happening for a bit I knocked on the door again. “Kyoka?” As soon as I said her name the door swung open and I was pulled inside. I was thrown into the room, and as I was trying to regain my balance the door closed behind me. I looked back at the door to try and find Kyoka. I saw her just staring at the ground in front of me. Her hands were clamped on her oversized shirt she was using to sleep in. 'In fact, I think it was one of my shirts.' Her earphone jacks were spiraling and her face was red.
I smiled at her cuteness and gave her a hug. She was startled a bit, but let her head rest on my chest. Her arms were still down, clutching on the shirt she was wearing. She eventually pushed me away and stabbed me. After I was away from her, she grabbed my arm and threw me on the bed. I then stared at her with fear of what I may have done to upset her. “Kyoka? What’s wrong?” She just looked at me and then her face became shades darker. She frowned and slowly sat on my lap. Her legs were perpendicular to mine and she sat straight up, not allowing her body to rest on mine.
Her earphones were twirling all about as she slowly leaned into me. I wrapped my arms around her at this point. Causing her to pinch me a bit. We stayed like that for a bit before she asked a question that broke the silence.
“Why aren’t you scared of me when I do this?” I looked at her, but her hair was blocking my view of her eyes. I smiled calmly as I started rubbing her shoulders. “I just found my answer from talking to Momo actually.” Hearing this made Kyoka move her head a bit, as if telling me she was listening. “I was scared of the other girls getting ahead of any of the other girls. I didn’t want anyone to feel left behind, so I made myself scared of any progress in all of the relationships. Until Momo made me realize something. I was seeing all of you girls as a group I was dating.” Kyoka nodded her head slightly as if to agree with my thinking.
“But I should have been seeing myself dating each of you instead. I was scared that if I moved on with one girl, that would push the others to move when they weren’t ready. But that is wrong. I should have seen each of you at different levels of readiness, and not have everyone wait for everyone else to be ready.” She nodded again, but still never looked at me. “I’m not scared with you now, because I’m here with you now. However ready we both are with our relationship, is as far as we’ll go. It doesn’t matter how I would feel progressing with the others. It’s just us, that is all that matters right now.”
After I was done talking, Kyoka giggled softly while turning herself to wrap her legs around my waist. She had a loving smile and her eyes were a little wet, but I could only see happiness in her expression. Her earphones were twirling about again, as she gazed into my eyes. I started to blush a bit while being in this position with her. She noticed my change and started to giggle more. She placed her hand on my neck, causing me to jump a little at her forwardness. Seeing my reactions only seemed to egg her on as she placed her other hand on mine.
She directed my hand towards her earlobe and started to blush and smile feverishly. “Can you… play with my ear?” She said with a shaky yet anticipated voice. I just obeyed her, and began stroking her earlobe between my thumb and fingers. This seemed to excite her, as she gripped my shirt tightly and let out squeals and moans. I used my other hand to play with her other earlobe as well. This caused her to hug me tightly while gripping my back. She kept letting out noises that just made it harder for me to stop.
I then started gently pulling on the earphones while stroking and playing with them. She kept twitching from time to time while letting out moans at what I was doing. Her head was buried into the crook of my neck and she kept pressing her head deeper as this continued on. I eventually stopped and let her rest for a moment. She was breathing very heavily, and her body still was twitching from time to time while her grip loosened then tightened again. She eventually lifted her head and showed me her passionate gaze.
Her eyes were almost primal as she stared at me. She then moved her head closer to mine. She stayed like this for a bit. There was a bit of her that seemed unsure. Our lips were so close, I thought they could have accidentally touched while we were both breathing this fervently. While we were both like this I gave her earlobe one last little playful action while I talked. “I’m ready, but if you’re not, we can-” Before I could finish my sentence Kyoka made the last little move and placed her lips on mine.
Kyoka gripped onto my hair and back tightly, so as to not let me go from her grasp. I had one hand on the small of her back while the other was playing and pulling her earlobe. She let out cute moans as I did so. She would twitch and move seemingly at random, while gripping and releasing me as well. We stayed like that until my watch told us it was time to leave. I was getting used to time passing seemingly instantly, but I was still sad I had to leave nonetheless. Our kiss ended and I started to let go of her earlobes, only to have Kyoka use her hand to keep mine in place.
She was feverish and had a spaced but smiling expression. I smiled at her lovingly. She was adorable. She would attack me and yell at me, but it all came from hiding her shyness. She loved me, but sometimes had a hard time showing it. However I knew even when she had trouble showing it, it never meant it wasn’t there. Her love for me was enormous. She was the one that got the most upset, when she found out more of how dangerous my training was. It just showed how much she cared for me. How much she loved me.
I gave her earlobe a little tug while rolling it between my fingers. This caused Kyoka to moan and squeak again. She clamped down on my hand and stared at me with her wide eyes. I smiled at her lovingly and brought the earlobe up to my lips. I pressed her earlobe against my lips and gave it a quick kiss. I could see her shiver and twitch at what I just did. I chuckled lovingly at her as I set her down in her bed. I moved the covers over her, leaving her head exposed on the pillow. She was just breathing heavily without saying a word, and could barely move.
I moved some of her hair out of the way of her eyes as she just gazed at me. “I love you so much. You are so adorable. Your cuteness will always have a place in my heart... Goodnight.” I gave her one last kiss on her forehead after saying goodnight, causing her to blush harder and pull the covers over her head. I chuckled at her and left the room quietly.