Author Notes: What happened?

Hi you all, Kotohood here and I just want to say sorry for ghosting you all for five long years.

So I'm just going to go straight to the point of what happened. There was a couple of factors, but essentially Covid+Work+Life kinda screwed me over. I'm not going to go into details, but it hasn't been an easy spot for me. I needed sometime to recover.

The problem was that once I kinda recovered, I find it hard for me to continue the story as I basically have forgotten the important story beats and since the series was so chaotic(the lack of notes and summary my past self left for me didn't make it any easier), I find it hard to continue and end the story. Procrastination come and here we go.

Just a few months ago, to get back into writing, I went back and read this whole series from start to finish and found lots of things that I really didn't like and at some point I kinda lost all motivation to actually end the story. It just wasn't where I want it to be.

Now that I know I will never finish this story. It made me feel a little guilty so here I decided that I would just post all remaining chapters from my patreon and all remaining chapters that I've yet to post onto Scribblehub and Royalroad. (Screw Webnovel, I ain't going there).

So yeah, that's about it. If you all have any other questions, you can write it down in the comments and I'll try to answer them the best I could.

By the way, thank you everyone for your nice comments. Everyone asking me if I'm alright or not makes me a little bit happier on the inside. I really can't thank you all enough.

For those who are disappointed in how the ending is a literal cliffhanger I do have some notes here made by past me on how I was suppose to end the story before I lose motivation. Hopefully it will give you all some form of solace. Spoilers below:

-Sensenmann was actually supposed to belong to a 4th bloc of power, the Crimson Tide.

-Meica was actually supposed to be royalty From Dawning Star. She would play an important role in bringing Dawn Star more anti-war faction towards Abyssal's goal.

-It would be revealed that Abby actually created Abyssal based on a old memory device she extracted from Freedom United.

-Abyssal at one point was suppose to reach earth only to realised that it is nothing more than a desert planet with no life in it.

-Abby would reveal herself to be one of the first Twin Living Core.

-The story was supposed to head into a Living Core Rebellion (Started by the Crimson Tide as mentioned above). A huge war would break out and Abyssal would be in the middle of it all. Since Since Abyssal iss both sympathetic to both living beings and artificial beings, a new bloc of power will form around her.

-Zenatonium would be greatly contested for resources as it is what makes Living Core able to use Nanomachines.

-Kuon would get her revenge on New England at some point even killing the Queen Living Core.

-Jinkoshijin would lead her own revolution in Dawn Star

-Abigail E. Eternity would also lead her own reveolution against Freedom united.

-The war would end unceremoniously with lots of death for both sides. The only faction that survives would be Abyssal's faction.

-The story is supposed to end with Abyssal fighting her inner self for domination and control. Abyssal was supposed to win.

-Years later she would create a fleet to explore the rest of the galaxy as per her dreams.

-Abyssal end form would be a battleship with a gun that is called GDH33R 'Godhammer'.

What is my next plan? I have a few novel ideas that I plan to write and have wrote halfway through at this point. I also plan to make a remastered version of this story at some point. A deeper version of this story that is less chaotic and would make more sense but also keep the whimsical nature of the story and the main character.

Again, I thanked you all who have supported me through these trying times. I really can't thank you enough!