Ch 272: Erin’s training diary.

Day 1:

Noah asked me to write a diary as part of this submissive/dominant training. He says it will help me keep some perspective. Each day, I am supposed to write a little about what we did and write what I learned from it. He will not read my diary.

Here are the rules we agreed upon:

So, on to what we did the first day. It didn't start as I was expecting. We started with a picnic among the fake sequoia trees, where I tasted some of the delicacies from his world. Those "Taurus" and "Nepenthes" meats are damn tasty. To think they were just artificial flavors in a VR game…

We talked about our pre-Champion lives. I laughed my butt off when he related how he took revenge on that woman who bullied him. When we were done, he moved closer to me, and we kissed. I am the one who actually initiated the kiss out of impulse, damn that handsome face of his.

Turns out, he's a great kisser. and he certainly knows his way around a woman's body. I shouldn't be surprised, I guess, considering how many women he has gathered.

What happened after it, I won't write it in too much detail. Suffice it to say, after he bought me inside the house, he created a bed, and I saw stars. We both have a lot of stamina, and we went at it for over three hours before we stopped. I experienced being tied up for the first time, though it has been very tame with only a pair of padded black leather cuffs. We took a shower, with me still being cuffed and him cleaning me up. The long scalp massage was particularly nice. He untied me to get started on my diary, but he said that when I am done, he will cuff me again and use me as a body pillow.

What I learned: Damn, he's a much better lover than Aether, Zhongli or Childe. I wonder if we can become friends with benefits later on? Or maybe I should train my guys to become better sex partners while I'm at it. Yes, I should definitely do that. I will carefully memorize Noah's techniques and have them replicate them.

Ok, what I really learned: It is important for dominants to take the initiative away from the sub during the training. The whole thing is about power exchange, after all. You do it by keeping them bound, even for sleeping.

Day 2:

This dream training is wild. My Soul Space has my old home in the middle of a field of grass, sandwiched between my white Eva 04 and the Great Tree I found in Teyvat. He can change and control everything inside, and he picked me up and carried me inside my house and to my room. A room whose bed now had a sturdy metal frame, providing many anchor points for convenience. He used four padded cuffs to bind me spread-eagled, and played with my body from toes to scalp, for hours, carefully watching my reactions. When we cuddled later and asked him about it, he told me that he had been "mapping" my body for my weak points.

He certainly has found them. Even one I didn't know about.

After waking up this morning, Noah gave me a shower. The only things he's letting me do myself aside from writing this diary are brushing my teeth and the bathroom breaks. During meals, he sits me on his lap and hand feed me. It's humiliating, but it also feels nice to be pampered to this extent. Nice to feel like I have his undivided attention. And his smile when he looks at me… No good, don't fall for him, Erin!

We did some blindfold play, with my arms cuffed behind my back, and belts keeping my legs folded. He used his hands, mouth and tongue, feathers, ice cubes, and more... He made me beg for it. It was frustrating, but also so hot.

What I learned: I underestimated the importance of foreplay. I did foreplay before, of course, but never to this extent. Sensory deprivation and edging can spice up your orgasms, a lot. I'm definitely using this to my advantage later. Careful observation or your partner during sex is important. Well, I knew that already.

Day 3:

Another night that seemed to last several days with him. He dressed me in various leather and latex fetish outfits, and the bondage is slowly ramping up. He taught me a bunch of positions to adopt whenever he named them or made a specific hand gesture. I'm definitely teaching those to Aether, Zhongli and Childe.

After waking up, showering, grooming and breakfast, he dressed me in a black latex bodysuit. It felt a bit less tight than the white plugsuit I usually wore when piloting EVA 04, but after he polished it to perfection, it looked a lot sexier.

He made me kneel in front of a mirror, hands clasped behind my back, a pill vibrator buzzing into my pussy, and asked me to think about three things a slave should always be for her Master.

He made me stare at myself for an hour while he watched on the side, and I sort of fell into a sexual haze. I wanted to masturbate, but maintained the position he had placed me in. I started thinking that the slave in the mirror was so hot and sexy. For a while, I sort of forgot that the slave was me.

When he asked for my answer, I realized that I had only thought about two, and I improvised the third. I replied that a slave should always be obedient, always keep herself beautiful, and always be horny.

This answer satisfied him, and he took me to bed. He didn't tie me up this time but ordered me to maintain various positions as he fucked me thoroughly.

What I learned: This training is dangerous. If I don't put a stop to it soon, I really will fall. But it feels so good…

Day 4:

There is a joke in making an entry per day on this diary, when each night feels like it lasted a week. And to think that we're in the sanctuary, and it's been only a few hours in real time.

I noticed something. Noah has yet to put a collar around my neck. I asked him why, and he smiled and told me that with me, he was trying something different. That a collar held a deep meaning, and I would only get one if I decided to be his.

Translation, he's not into sharing, and he sees the collar as proof of ownership. He'll only collar me if I give up on my lovers.

We have done pet play today and the previous night. He made me wear a black latex bodysuit, black leather ballet boots, cat hairband and plug tail, and put my hands into paw-shaped mittens. And he put a vibrator in my pussy. It was humiliating when he made me push a ball around with my pawns, but also sort of fun, and he rewarded me plenty. I became a drooling mess in short order. And the lap pillows he gave me were very nice. My days in the dream alternated between comfortable discussions or naps with his hands gently rubbing my body, and horny plays spent in a sexual haze, ending with many orgasms.

What I learned: I think I'm falling in love with him. I need to stop. Tomorrow, I will tell him.

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Day 7:

Lady Athena appeared in my dreams today, after Noah left my Soul Space, but before I woke up. She smiled, told me it was okay, that she already knew it would happen, and that she was happy for me. I am blessed to have such a great Goddess. Although she mentioned something about losing a bet due to Noah being upfront with his desire to subjugate me before I agreed to be trained, and having a memorable week to look forward to, but she wasn't angry about it. I wonder what kind of week she was referring to.

I have completely fallen for him.

I do not know if he loves me, but I do know he cares for me a lot, and not just for my looks. I see it in his eyes when he looks at me. I feel it in his hands when he takes care of me. I hear it when he whispers sweet words into my ears and truly pays attention to what I tell him. I do not need my lie detection ability to know.

Even if it isn't quite love yet, it's fine. It is only a matter of time. I will nurture his feelings for me and make him fall for me as well.

But I am not declaring an end to the training. I want for it to last a few more days, to monopolize him a while longer. I am sure that he already knows he has won, but he is willing to humor me.

Day 8:

This will be the last entry of my training diary.

I wanted to wait some more, but I couldn't contain my love. I kissed him, knelt before him, and asked him to put a collar on me, to make me his, and only his.

And he did, with a beautiful gold collar with a single emerald gem in its center with the words "My beloved Erin" engraved on the inside. The collar is semi-sentient and will grow rings or attachment points whenever needed or become invisible, among other perks. But I do not plan on ever making it invisible. The collar is the proof that I am his, and I want people to know it.

Before he put it on me, he warned me that he would also place a magic Crest on my lower back, looking like a black butterfly. That it would increase my libido (like I needed that after this training) and give me every night dreams of being dominated by him (so, good dreams? Sign me up for this any time!). And the Crest would become permanent after he came inside me a hundred times.

I immediately asked him to put this Crest on me. He did, after collaring me, but he also told me that he was going to take his time and not try to rush to a hundred. That I could look forward to many more days of training before we left the Sanctuary, and likely some long-term discipline after that, if I was up for it. I actually cried from happiness. It's unusual for me to get emotional like this.

And when he used Hands of Nirvana… It felt so good, I am sure no women could resist this kind of pleasure for long. Lumine doesn't stand a chance.

For that matter, many women in Teyvat are going to be added to his harem when I invite him over there. He already admitted being a fan of not just Eula, but also Keqing and Noelle. I am more than fine with it. My friends deserve to know this kind of happiness as well.

I will help him get whoever he wants.

Why? Because he is my Master.