CH 14: Inner turmoil

Jasmine's watch was very quiet. No animals scampering about or any monsters passing by. It let her think about the day's events. She was acting extremely out of character. Gone was the professional Assassin with ironclad resolve and a killer poker face. Replaced was an emotional mess with a cock in control of her actions.

She was especially pissed that she stopped the carriage this morning. All to fulfill her own sexual wants. Her desire for cum was so overwhelming that it all but killed her professionalism. Especially Claire's. It was almost like a primal need to her. Her body craved it like water when she was dehydrated.

Something had to be done, some restriction or solution implemented. She couldn’t complete her missions and let her sexual desires overtake her. Something to discuss with the group after these requests are fulfilled.

Thankfully, the farmer this morning was kind and didn’t mind their slight tardiness.

Her next train of thought was of her feelings for Claire. She was still hesitant to fully accept a relationship with her. The pain of her past still weighed on her heart, but she also wanted to grow her feelings with Claire. Her body tensed with pain as she thought back to 6 years ago. The heartbreak enraptured her entire body.

She needed to let go. Move on from the pain her ex inflicted upon her. She steeled her resolve as she stoked the flames.

Next opportunity, she would accept Claire willingly and push through her pain. No hesitation this time.

She sighed. She was so deep in thought that her watch was nearly done. She added a couple of logs to the fire.

Something had to change. She needed to take control of herself.

Claire could barely sleep.

She was filled with a mix of excitement and worry. Her first quest was fulfilled, and her first battle was won. But her conversations with Jasmine filled her with worry. What was Jasmine so worried about? Why is she hesitating?

It all led to her overthinking and losing time to sleep.

She lay in the puddle of sleeping bags, holding tightly to Ana. The girl's rhythmic breathing helped Claire to get out of her own head. Claire moved so she could see both sisters.

Ana held her sister tight as if she were a teddy bear. A smile formed on Claire's face as she watched their chest rise and fall in sync. Elsie looked so peaceful, so quiet right now. Claire rested her head against the pillow once more. She gripped Ana tighter and vowed to resolve Jasmine's issues with her.

Snuggling up to the middle spoon, Claire kissed Ana on the shoulder and drifted off to sleep.

It felt like she just closed her eyes when Jasmine woke her.

It was her turn to keep watch. Groggily getting up, she dressed in warmer clothes. She grabbed the sword her mother had gifted her and exited the tent. Claire relieved Jasmine of her shift with a yawn. Before entering the tent, Jasmine told her when to wake Ana.

Claire, now alone, got back to thinking.

She remembered how different Jasmine was after returning from adventuring after less than 2 years. Her best guesses over the years were either that a previous lover died in action or that she had an extremely bad breakup. Both scenarios would lead to hesitations now.

One for fear of loss and the other for fear of being hurt. Both scenarios caused Claire’s chest to ache. She was in pain for Jasmine’s suffering. She wanted to resolve this problem for her, but knew she couldn’t.

With a deep breath, Claire decided to move on with her thoughts.

When Jasmine does move on, what are they? Are they a couple? But what about the twins? Are they going to be together romantically? Did Elsie or Ana want Jasmine the same way Claire did, and vice versa? Did the twins want each other romantically?

She was curious about how the three felt about each other. Elsie and Ana had long since passed the boundaries of sisters. Jasmine also crossed so many lines that comrades or friends would have. That led her to one other question.

Would she be jealous if they did get involved romantically?

She thought back to this morning, when Jasmine and Elsie pleasured each other. No pang of jealousy hit her then, only arousal at the time. Now thinking back to it, a twinge of jealousy hit. She wanted to be the one to pleasure the two, but also enjoyed watching them. It was weird, her cock enjoyed the thought of them fucking just as much as her fucking them.

Was she weird? Probably.

She adjusted her legs, her cock was growing quickly at her thoughts. Its growing length signaled how badly it wanted to be free.

She took a deep breath to calm down and got to her next topic: how to deal with this fucker. It got aroused so easily and was so needy. Her own hands were quickly becoming too little for the greedy bastard. She craved her lovers’ attention at all times, and her cock egged that desire on.

Thoughts of Jasmine deep throating her cock and the warmth of her mouth. How the twins would take turns, doing their best to match Jasmine. Her breath was short, and her hand was rubbing her cock. Her other hand was cupping her breast. Her moan escaped from her lips.

She stopped with a jolt at her moan.

She needed to focus as she was on watch and could get her members killed. Claire mimicked her mentor, breathing deep to slow her heart rate down as she listened.

No sounds stood out. There was a slight chirping and rustling, but no signs of danger. Her heart rate normalized, as did her breathing. She refocused on her surroundings.

“After tomorrow, we will figure out how to deal with this…. Distraction,” she said to herself.

She was able to stay calm for the rest of her watch. Until it was time to wake Ana. She sauntered back to the tent. curious to find the sleeping arrangements of her companions. She opened the tent to find Jasmine cuddled up to Ana, the same way Claire had been.

Unfortunately, her opening the tent awoke Jasmine.

Her eyes darted to Claire, seriousness on her face before it changed to relief. She beckoned her closer as she lay her head back down. Claire nudged Ana awake for her watch and then undressed herself.

She stepped outside and briefed Ana on what Jasmine told her. When to wake Elsie and what to do if danger shows up.

She entered the tent with a decision to be made: big or little spoon. Both had benefits. Those delicious curves cuddled up to her, or those arms around her?

She chose to replace Ana. The thought of Jaz’s arms holding her was too much. She snuggled up to Elsie as well, her petite frame fitting perfectly in her arms.

After settling, she felt Jasmine’s toned arms begin to wrap around her. Every touch sent shockwaves through her, and goosebumps coated her skin. Jasmine’s arms settled around her abdomen as she scooted closer. She felt her breast hit her back with a jolt, followed by her achingly hard cock. It nestled between her butt, radiating heat.

How was she supposed to not wiggle at its touch?

She heard Jasmine's breath catch. Her own began to quicken at the tension between them. She could hear her heart beating rapidly in her chest. She wiggled again, feeling her own cock stiffen.

Thin panties were all that stood in the way of the girl cock rubbing against her.  Jasmine’s hands found their way to Claire’s hips, and her breath hit her neck.

They paused.

Claire could feel her pussy aching for Jasmine. The arousal drenched her panties, some leaking down her thigh. Her cock throbbed against Elsie’s back.

“Please…. Take me,” Claire whispered desperately.

She heard a gasp escaping Jasmine, then a pause. Jasmine began to move. She rubbed her cock on Claire’s ass as her fingers found Claire’s panties. She moved them slowly out of the way.

Claire turned her head to meet Jasmine’s. They stared at each other with overwhelming lust. Jasmine’s cock was inching closer and closer to Claire’s wanting pussy.

Jasmine whispered in her ear, ”Do you really want me?”

Her cock rubbed against Claire’s drenched folds. Wet with her arousal and throbbing in anticipation.

“Yes, please… I need your cock in me,” Claire pleaded.

Jasmine kissed her neck and slowly slid into Claire.

Claire gasped as she began to be filled. Jasmine pressed her fingers into Claire’s mouth, stifling her moans. Claire’s eyes filled with stars as she began sucking on her fingers. Jasmine’s cock slowly entered Claire, sending pleasure throughout her body. Resistance stopped Jasmine cold.

Claire’s hymen.

Jasmine whispered, her voice thick with lust, ”This will hurt for a bit, just bear with it. If you want to scream, bite my fingers.”

Then she broke through.

Claire felt the pain rush through her. She stifled her yelp on Jasmine’s fingers. She could endure it. Her longtime crush just took her virginity.

Slowly, Jasmine thrusted in and out of Claire. Each thrust eased Claire’s pain, with pleasure slowly taking over. Her moans would be loud and plentiful if not for Jasmine’s fingers occupying her mouth. Her insides clung to Jasmine, and her cock throbbed in sync with Jasmine’s thrusts. Her mind was slowly melting as her lover kissed her neck. Jasmine’s cock would fill her and then retreat.

The pain was fully gone and replaced with pleasure now.

Her own hands grasped her cock. She began mindlessly stroking its velvety shaft. uncaring if Elsie woke up. She needed this pleasure. Her orgasm slowly built up as her hands quickened.

Finally, after Jasmine thrusted deep inside her, Claire began to orgasm. Her eyes crossed as her pussy quaked, clenching Jasmine’s cock tightly. She wanted Jasmine’s seed deep within her. Rope after rope was released onto the poor little spoon. Claire groaned deeply, cumming with both sexes.

Jasmine reluctantly pulled out, despite every fiber of her being disagreeing.

While disappointing and leaving a feeling of emptiness, Claire knew it was smart to pull out. She felt the burning sensation of Jasmine’s cum hit her back as she came down from her own orgasm. Their breath was ragged as Jasmine emptied herself on Claire’s back.

Claire basked in the afterglow of sex and feeling Jasmine’s cum when her little spoon stirred. Elsie turned to meet Claire. Her blue eyes were burning with desire as she brought her hand to her mouth. Claire’s seed thick on her fingers.

”I thought you wanted to sleep and didn’t want any distractions,” she said.

Embarrassed, Claire stuttered, ”S-s-sorry…. I don’t … know what came over me.”

Elsie laughed and then kissed her, swiftly followed by Jasmine kissing Claire’s neck.

“Congrats on losing your virginity. Now you can focus on taking ours…” Elsie whispered after pulling back. “I’m expecting romance and a nice date. Not fucking in a tent right next to a party member.”

Both women laughed and pulled Elsie into a three-way hug.

”Okay, let’s focus on these requests and then you’ve got yourself a date.” Claire whispered.

Elsie wiggled in her grip, ”Sure, I have big hopes.”

Their hug ended after realizing how sticky they all were. They needed to be cleaned. Jasmine was too tired to move, so Elsie graciously scooped the cum off her back and gave it to her.

Claire watched with both amusement and desire. Her lovers got along, and that made her happy. And very horny. She shook her head and lay back down next to Jasmine. She felt Jasmine’s hand tug on her chin, and she turned her body to face Jasmine.

Their eyes met, and Jasmine whispered,” I want to try these feelings with you…. fuck the pain, you’re worth it.”

It sent chills down her spine to hear that last phrase. She wasn’t expecting this so soon, but gladly welcomed it. She kissed Jasmine before shifting back to cuddling Elsie.

With that, Claire passed out.